I completed my postgraduate fashion design at the Royal College of Art, London in 1977 I then worked for Liberty of London for a few years before venturing into designing my own bridal wear collections for several major London department stores.
“No one can or will ever replace the love Andy, you, and I shared, but life goes on and we have to flow with it. From the first time I met you to our recent reconnection, you will always be the man I respect, honor, cherish, and, most importantly, LOVE. My beloved ex-’big brother,’ I am positive in my heart of hearts that you are an honorable gentleman of your word. It is therefore worth the effort to take a closer look at a person’s character instead of embracing the superficiality that could often cloud a sound judgment.
That evening, Andy, I learned an important lesson that humankind has its strengths and foibles. A set of new rules for personal gains then take effect. When elected to office, their promises are thrown to the wind. They were just like seasoned politicians, who promise a world of positive reforms before election. It reaffirmed men’s double standards in their words and actions for me. He was the ‘power bottom,’ otherwise known to the gay underground community as a ‘cum pig’ or a ‘pig bottom.’ That evening was an eye-opener and a reformation. The men took turns pumping their swollen instruments into both his orifices until they could stave off their cravings no longer before they released their loads into Rick’s welcoming openings. They were using him as a sex object, gratifying themselves regardless of how he felt. Here he was, lying bare among men whom he did not know or have the vision to see. He specifically told me that he was careful not to associate himself in the porn industry. He was my visiting lecturer, who had advised me to be selective in posing pornographically and for high art. I had never imagined finding the famous Rick Samuels in a dungeon, let alone in such a vulnerable and decubitus posture. “I was dumbfounded to witness this specimen of male beauty in such a compromising position.